And here i am today, after that post. But today, i am not gonna talked about the specified topic i setted yesterday. I will get to it, but today, i will be side tracking. It seems that i am getting to like blogging all over again. I guess, in the past i was hoping that someone would read this post and somehow this blog would be famous and people would be looking at my blog and care about how my life was going. After all, i seek and need adventure and being in the limelight, will possibily give me an sense of excitement that finally i matter. But that was all in the past, for now i feel that this blog was store all the memories i have had and will never ever loose.

Hence this blog is a new blog. This blog is not about seeking limelight, neither is it about people being concern with me. It is a place where atlest for once my thoughts will be express the way i like it to be. There will be no one to say what i say was right or right.

Why the sudden blogging today and sidetracking? Well i will never know, i just had a moment of whim where i wanted to blog. Blog about something that has been inside of me for ages and not come out. And well, i actually wanted to blog about something, but i am so gutless that i guess i can never put the few things that i wanted to say here. Don't worry, its not something bad about anyone, its just some feelings that i would like to exress.
Thanks for your concern thou i don't know what it meant and hope it was true.