Guess if they are guy or women?

Ok the following post is not meant to make fun of transexual people, its just to show how amazing technology has become in recent years.

So guess the follow, are they guy or women?

1st Picture:

2nd Picture:

3rd Picture:

4th Picture:

Now make a choice and reply it in my tagboard, I will reveal the answer next week at the same time... By the way, this is quite a funny picture i saw on the net.

Wang Lee Hom Concert

Haiz so a few days has pass since i last blogged. It seems that the only way of making me not think of you and the picture is to make myself busy so that i won't think of it. BUt so far it has been unsucessful.

Anyway today, i went down to school to help prepare for the wang lee hom recycling event cum mini mini mini mini concert. I was suppose to be down at 9am, but well i was only there at 9.36am because i had forgotten to bring my lanyard. Ok then once reaching there, i put my name down and then proceeded to Block E which is at one end of the school to get the poles and tables and chairs for the event. It took 2 or 3 trips to actually get everything.

After that taking all those, we had to set the poles up. Now then we realize that we didnt have enough pole and there was another trip made. Hence we had to carry around another 30 poles down. Now after setting everything up, we had our lunch at around 12 pm plus. After finishing, we slack around and then we were called in to do our duties. Now i was assign as an usher. At first i was suppose to usher those going thru the doors in the air con room to their various tables or booth to register, but instead we all went outside as there was more people needed outside.

Now there were some lost souls that needed direction and i gave it to them. There were also fan clubs of wang lee hom. After much standing around, it was around 3 or 4 plus that we were given tickets to give anyone who wanted to go for the concert. At first, tickets were only given to 933 winners of the tickets or fan club. If the others wanted to go, they had to contribute 1kg worth of notes, textbooks, or i weekly or 8 days. Now it was given freely but only to like 10 to 15 ppl as there wasn't much people in school on a school holiday.

THen when everything was settle, we went in to watch the mini mini mini mini mini concert. Why was it so mini mini mini mini mini concert? Well Ou Xu Ma Li from 933 came out for like 2 mins and talk abit and then introduce Wang lee Hom which sang a song, get interview abit, and then sang another song, talk abit and he was off. The whole event lasted around 20 mins or so i pity those student who queeue up so early at around 7am just to get good seats and it lasted 20 mins. Which the concert started at 4.10 or something... Ohhhh well one short sentence to sumarise everything about the concert. Long Day, Short Event. =.=

I even got injuried and bruises all over because of this event. :'(

Some alone time

As i saw that photo, i knew that all hope was lost. There is no way that it could be possible anymore. Fellow friends who still read this blog, i will temporary dissapear for awhile so pelase do not find me unless i come and find you. Please allow me some time in peace to think for myself. This has come as a blow to me and the final nail on my coffin. I am always this unlucky, is there no hope for me ever in this life time?

I won't know. Oh well thats all for today. Until the next time i blog, i would have straighten out my thinking and by then i hope, that everything won't look so bleak to me.

A Post from my deepest heart

I hope she's reading this, I hope she knows who she is.
I hope she has the same feeling as me. I hope she will be mine.

I just can't keep this feeling bottled up any longer and it has to be release somewhere and i chosoe here. I think she may know i like her and i am a coward to write such stuff in here and not say to her face to face. The day i wrote that blog post that i like a girl, her attitude towawrds me suddenly change. It maybe that i was suspicious as i had let something such as this out in the open and she saw it. I'm not sure and i am such a coward to not have asked her. Every message that you don't reply, i get flustered and anxious. And for every message that you reply, i am relieve. I cannot live by a day without talking to you. Thou i am a coward that hide behind computer screens and hp screen, the stuff i say to you are true. Everyday you're online, i control myself not to talk to you, everytime i am outside, i control myself not to sms you. The fear that you would find out that i like you and not care about me ever again is there. I try to act normal to win your heart but it seems that its impossible. Unless i let you know my true feelings, you will never know.

I am unsure of how you feel towards me and i am afraid that once everything is out into the open, there is no turning back. We would not be even friends anymore. I fear rejection as it makes me unable to see you ever again atlest this way, i still will be able to talk to you and chat with you.

I am still choosing the cowards way to display my feeling, but this is the only way. I really do like you but i am not sure if you do. I am afraid of confessing as i am unsure of your feeling. I thought that you may share the same feeling as me but recently, seeing you replies and time to reply, it seems that you have another guy in your life. I am not sure what to do anymore. Even if for a moment, i hope that my feelings for you would survie in this place.

Sorry for the emo post today after such a long time not posting but this is the only place where i can release my feeling. I am not sure if she is reading this blog post but i am gonna just write it here so that atlest by a minute chance that she reads this and understand my feeling towards her.

Ok today i shall attempt to blog. It seems that i am block everytime i want to blog.

How should i start this blog? I have been thinking alot about alot of stuff. And well its been bothering me alot over the few days and maybe my whole life.

I've been thinking where do i want to be in years from now. Did i make the right choice in choosing my course? Should i have retaken my O's and get into a better course. Its not that i don't like my current course or my friends or classmates. It just makes me wonder am i suppose to be here? Well i shall take one step at a time.

And on tuesday, i went to suki sushi at hougang plazza to celebrate reichman my friend's birthday. Well arrived late as i was making something. But this was my first time in my life that i stopped eating the suki sushi buffet in 30 mins. Normally i would have taken like 1-2 hours to eat. Seems like my appettie has gone smaller?

Looking at my friends all getting older by the day, i feel as if we have gotten older. Jie Sheng one of my friend asked me that seeing so many secondary school students on the bus on my way to hougang plazza, we are getting older. I told him tha actually the age dosen't matter, its the way of thinking and the maturity of how you think. This is an undisputable fact as now looking at kids around me doing the same thing that i done when i was their age, i could see the cause and effect of the action. I realize that i mature my thinking suddenly. Just one day i woke up, and i suddenly felt something strange with myself and from that day on, i changed. I begin to analyze stuff and study stuff.

Well another thought that i was thinking was actually something to do with relationship. I have no reason to hide it anymore, i like a girl. Thats all i am saying. As some of you may know, my last relationship with this particular girl was sour and only a few knows the reason why i broke up with her and the stuff she did. I really hope that this girl would accept me but yeah the world is unpredictable and such stuff are too. I will all let it depend on fate and well i told myself that whatever the outcome is, as long as we are still friends, i have no regret about it.

Ok sorry about the messy update, my mind is in jumble and i can't really blog really well today ^_^

There has been a change of plan to my original plan that i made during the holidays.

First change, I won't be changing a new blog skin as i don't have the time.

Second Change, I may not go to Genting with my friends during October

Third Change, I maybe busy everyday that i can't go out and do other stuff.

Plan that will remain

1) Going for Class Chalet
2) Going for Mr Chee Yilong Chalet
3) Working.

Reason for change of plan?

Well it seems that i have found work. The pay is quite good 10 bucks per hour and i need to work 4 hours so far a day. But i think the reason why the pay is so good, is probably to compensate me for my boredom. You see, i am suppose to go to changi airport myself ALONE. And stand ALONE at the place where taxi comes in and give them the fliers. The taxi drivers may reject or accept but i still get 10 an hour. There isn't a amount of fliers that i must give out.

But i am feeling very bored so i am wondering if i should not do anymore. I mean the pay is good, but the enjoyment of the job is another. I mean if i don't enjoy the work, i won't do my best.

Yes i know. I can slack there and not give out but at the end of day, i am employed to work and i intend to do the work given. I don't like sitting there and earn money which i didn't worked for.

BRB SHOWER TIME!!

Ok.. back from shower and dinner. Now slacking my ass off and hurting. Tomorrow is a long day from 12pm to 6pm ^_^. Oh well have to endure the pain...

Oh yeah i received this scam call from china for the second time now. The first time i pretended that i didn't understand chinese and today i told her that i was busy and not free to take her call. At first she was quite courteous and was asking nicely. But when i said i was really busy, she said "OK!! BYE!" and slam the phone down.

Well i swear that the next time a similar call comes, i will scold the hell out of her with my profound range of hokkien and english expletives ^_^Y